The spinning of bodies, circling around like frisbees ready to be caught on a warm summers day, while the more cautious souls stand watch ready to vomit because watching creates more of a sensation then actually riding it. Watching myself in those teacups as a little girl remind me of how maybe loving someone or something is more of a choice then a feeling. I let "I love you's" slip because maybe I need to hear myself say it before feeling it but feeling it only lasts in seconds, it is a choice to want to love someone after they have hurt you. It was easier in those teacups, I was safe, just spinning around watching the world turn and not care whether or not I could see straight afterwards. There was freedom in the simplicity. That's the way it should be.
